SELF-REALISATION.(GOD_REALISATION). Part 6.
“TRUTH” is another name for “GOD”. We need to have a burning desire to realize
the “TRUTH”. It is important to
understand that “GOD
or TRUTH” is already in us. We
are not trying to gain
“GOD-HOOD” or “SELF-HOOD”. We are only trying to realize that which we
already are. “GOD” cannot be
gained. If “GOD” can be gained today, we will lose him
tomorrow. “GOD” is not an object
to gain or lose. “GOD” is a subject. We need to realize that which we
already are. We are only re-discovering what we already are.
We need to have a burning desire, intense
yearning to realize “SELF-HOOD”.
This is called in Sanskrit
‘Mumukshatwa’. That is, we need
to be free from all predispositions , tendencies and temptations and vasanas to realise
“GOD-HOOD”. That is, we need to
have a pure and serene mind. Otherwise, unconditional worship and
meditation is not possible. Lord Krishna calls it “ANANYA YOGA”. That is, we need to
worship with yoga of ‘non-otherness’.
Because, you are worshipping to realize that you are none other than “BRAHMAN”.
Non-dual worship with fearlessness is important . Because, Fear leads to “DUALITY”. Why are you afraid of yourselves? You are only trying to realize what you
already are. That is, in true worship, you have to lose yourselves in
“GOD” , your true nature.
We ned to constantly reflect on the fact that we are not
this body ,but, this is our body. We have an obligation to take care of
this body, Just as we take care of our shirt. But, always, constantly
remembering the finite nature of this body and
infinite nature of our being, till we realize our true nature. That is, we
need to be liberated from the bondage of
Ajnana, Avidya and ignorance.
Besides unconditional worship, SELF-ENQUIRY
(vicara) ,plays a major role
in “SELF-REALISATION” , Says
Sankaracharya and Ramaa Maharshi.
It is ignorance that is withholding
“our true nature”. Through
constant enquiry (vicara ) of the nature
of ‘ignorance’, the ignorance disappears and
“SELF” will shine through in all its
‘GLORY’.
the law of the nature is: that when you look at anything
as separate from you, you cannot love
it, because you’re afraid of it. If you look at ‘GOD’ as separate from you, you
can’t love God unconditionally, because you are afraid of ‘GOD’. If ‘GOD’ is other than you, you cannot love ‘GOD’ like you do your self. You may love
‘GOD’ conditionally, because you’re afraid that he will punish you. Alienation
causes fear.’GOD’ is separate from you, causes fear. Duality increases the fear, and fear of
‘GOD’ , deepens our alienation.
It is the fear of ‘GOD’ that makes us do all sorts of
rituals to satisfy ‘GOD’ .
Can ‘GOD’ be satisfied? Can ‘GOD’
be pleased? If God can be pleased, he is someone other than you. Hence,
doing ‘rituals’ without proper
knowledge, leads to further alienation from ‘GOD” , and fear of ‘GOD’ increases
. this This requires proper knowledge of the self. With the proper knowledge of the self, rituals will
become a means to an end. ‘end’
being ‘self-realization’. Hence, ‘Jnana or knowledge of ‘Aham Brahmasmi’ or
Tatwam Asi’ is very essential .
The vicious circle of
‘Duality’ and the fear of ‘GOD’ has to be broken. Only belief in Mohavakyas of vedas can
break this vicious circle and make the way for proper rituals and
worship.
Unconditional worship
, unswerving devotion, ritualism with
proper knowledge, developing oneness and
no otherness is very important in realizing our true nature, “the SELF.” When
you know beyond any doubt, that the same self is there in all and you are that
‘SELF’ , your love of all is natural. God’s
love towards all is the same.
Shloka 29, chapter 9 in Geeta says: ‘the
same am I to all beings, to me there is none hateful nor dear . But if you
worship me unconditionally,in due course, you will realize that you are
none other than me.because, I the ‘SELF’
am there in all. Every one of us, in our
true nature, are none other than ‘GOD’.
So, if we seek ‘GOD’
unconditionally, we become the ‘SOUGHT.’
If we love ‘GOD’ unconditionally, we become one with him. “True love is to identify with the beloved”.
So, all our worships,all our devotions and all our rituals are, not to gain
something from ‘GOD’, but to
realize him as our true nature. If we are always remain absorbed in union with ‘BRAHMAN’ at all times, in all places and under all
conditions, in all our endeavors , in due course, we realize that we are not
this ‘mortal garb , but, we are that
immutable, omniscient ,
all-pervading, self-luminous, imperishable and eternal
‘BRAHMAN’, our true nature.
So, let us arise, awake and make an effort to become aware
of our true nature: ‘GOD-HOOD,
SELF-HOOD, BRAHMIC- STATE.’
Dr. K. Eswara Dutt.